i need to stop waisting my time on things that dont matter but if you only knew what i was going through
i wanna stand on a huge stage and just sing my heart out!
i wanna have the guts to go up to him and tell him how much he means to me
i wanna see my family again
i wanna know that im worth something to someone
i wanna have peace in this world
i want for those who dont have anything to eat, to have EVERYTHING they could ever have
i hate that im feeling like im living a double life
i want for every broken heart to take some glue and put every single peace back together and start over
i want for all the bullying and making fun of people to STOP!
i want no backstabbing
i wanna have the oppurtunity to take a trip to L.A and just make my dreams come true
i love my guitar, its like my best friend (we’ve been through so much together)
but hey, no one ever said that life would be easy
People are so ungreatful these days! Like seriously I understand its ur birthday and all but stop effin askin about how much he effin got u and how much it was and stop asking why your presents are so small! Wth?! I wish he wouldn’t get her so much I told him to not give her so much cause she’s not even thankful for the shit he does for her! He doesn’t have enough money to get u everysingle shit u want so stop effin askin to get u that! GOSHHHH!!! God give me patience please!! people seriously don’t expect anything from anyone. Ok I’m done, u guys have a nice rest of ur friday(: God Bless u guys
So right now I’m sitting in my brothers car along with my sister in law and her cousin. Were gonna go do some Black Friday shopping for a little bit and then gonna be on my way to my best friends house to spend the weekend with her! I’m so excited I haven’t seen her in forevaaaa! We’re gonna get together and talk about wat we’re gonna talk about launching StandUp2H8 and all those wonderful things that are gonna be going on in 2011
- “Have you ever.”
- “Would you rather..”
- This or that
- Personal questions
- TMI Questions
- Random questions you want to ask me
- Random things you want to tell me
- Your honest opinion on anything
- Your honest opinion about me
- What you think of my blog/s
- Band recommendations/music discussions
- Book recommendations/book discussions
i know i know i know! its not even Thanksgiving yet but i may not be able to get online tomorrow cause i’m gonna be busy helping out and getting everything ready for when the family gets here. so i just wanted to wish you guys (my followers and my non-followers) an ah-mazing Thanksgiving and really be thankful for what you do and what you dont have. remember that watever you dont have, its for a reason. a that only God knows why. so be thankful for EVERYTHING, even the bad because those things that taught you lessons in life that your learned by yourself ;) (be proud). i love you guys so much and thank you for following me ;) you guys are awesome! i LOVE Tumblr!<3
What i’m Thankful for:
wow! ok its many things and many people i am thankful for so if i miss anyone…..my apologies :/
i am thankful for my family (first of all) they have always been there for me and i know that will always be!
i am thankful for my best friends (wich by the way i am seeing two of them this weekend ;) ) they have stuck with me through think and think! thank you guys :”) I LOVE YOU!<3 and to the person (you know who you are) that i couldnt go to her church thing today, im very sorry my dear :/ you know what went on that i couldnt go. i hope you have an amazing time there and i wish you and your family a safe and happy thanksgiving<3
i’m also thankful with God and life! Thank you for giving me the chance to wake up every morning and see the rising sun again….. ;)
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone<3 be safe and dont take your families for granted cause you never know if when you turn around they are still gonna be there. much love &_ God Blesss<3
sorry i go to concerts, and you have to take me sometimes, instead of smoking and drinking with my friends
sorry i spend money on cds and merch and stuff instead of buying weed and alcohol all the time
sorry i look up to artists and have a good time with my concert going friends and want to do something with my life rather than fuck it up like some of my friends are doing right now,
ok so you guys know the 10 Day challenge thing that i was doing right? ok well i kind of forgot to save it again and i cant find it anywhere…but anyways i kind of wanna start a new one cause the one i was doing was too much “DEAR ___” and it felt kind of depressing and thats no bueno! soo yeaaaaa, if you know of any that are fun and youve done let moi know please and thank you ;)
OH HOW I LOVE SATURDAY ‘NIGHTS
Dear _____, _________ and, _________!,
remember the days you would call me names? remember when you THOUGHT i didnt speak spanish so you would talk to others about me in spanish? dont you feel stupid now?! the days you would say you were my best friend and i could tel you everything? then you would go and tell EVERYONE in school my secrets and my crushes? thanks to you i have problems trusting people! you would call me pretty then you would tel everyone else i was an ugly mexican? fright after you found out i was from mexico! remember when you would tell everyone that i was JUST like the other immigrants, meaning i had cross the boarder, without you really knowing what really happened? remember the one day i went home with you cause you told me that my mom had told you to go home with you and you humiliated me in front of everyone and my mom was crying worried looking for me? then you swore you would never hurt me anymore? then you and your friends join your chain of cruelty! then I was the stupid one that trusted you guys and i followed everything you would do too? i became a bullied too :x everytime you guys would send me to go and throw someone else’s books down from their arms, and i would do it just to fit in? and so you guys wouldnt beat me up? well all i want to say to you guys is THANK YOU! Thank you for making me stronger now and thank you because i now can share this with others and help them out when they are being bullied too! Than you because now i dont let people push me around. but i do have to say that im scar for life, i dont wish this to anyone else, not even my worst enemy! i also do have to say that its still in my mind all the times you guys would call me ALL those names i really dont want to say. THANK YOU! i hope you guys have a good life!
P.S KARMA IS A BITCH! and i know that last year i proved that!
BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE, THERE IS A REASON WHY YOU DONT YET HAVE WHAT YOU WANT!
i’m sorry for all the times we would go to you grandmas house and we would laugh like no other, without telling each other what we were really feeling for the same guy. i’m sorry that every time he would be around me, you would just be pushed aside, i didnt mean to do so :( sorry we never got to accomplish all the dreams we wrote down in that yellow piece of paper we stoled from Ms.Croft’s desk (we thought we were sooo bad haha) sorry for that one night that i got mad at you because you said you were moving! i know it wasn’t your fault but it hurt like a rock being thrown at my heart. i’m sorry i never got to meet your father when he would come from Baltimore just to visit you.you know that youre still one of my bestest friends and i will always be with you forever and always. hope you’re doing well up there with God! I love you Forever my little Diamond<3 R.I.P 1992-2007